Let me begin with, how do you like to live?
Me....I would trade in my suburban for a very sturdy bike with training wheels to ride in life that is surrounded by pillows. In short...I'm not a risk taker.
I'm VERY cautious with decisions and often stay with the safe decision. Well, about 6 months ago my husband and I finally made a decision we had been discussing and took a HUGE risk...which is SO not normal for me. And today, our risky decision is finally working out.
I'm not sure where I'm at with it. My stomach is in knots from the swirling emotions of excitement and anxiety. I'm smiling and worried all at the same time. Is it possible to feel this way?
My girlfriend who's a VERY "glass is half full" kind of gal is ready to slap me for my anxiety...she's a risk taker also. But me, I have the constant feeling of needing to always be prepared for the worse. So, I'm thinking that makes me a "glass if half empty" kind of gal.
Right now, I have an inbox with emails that I'm thinking I shouldn't answer until my head is clearer and I don't send off random words that only cause more confusion as I'm not even thinking clearly. I've already answered a few emails and then after clicking send...I think, "oh shiz!" What I just wrote is wonkers, I meant to write....and then I'm sending follow up emails trying to clarify my thoughts. So, for now...I think it's safe to just let those emails sit until my head is clearer and my emails aren't filled with random words.
So, if you're waiting on a response...I promise I'm getting to it, my mind just needs a few more hours to absorb what's going on.
For now, I'm going to start this new adventure and pray for guidance...heck, I mean beg God for guidance.
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And as always...eye candy with this blog post. I pulled these from my archives...actually a shoot held in 2008. These pictures were my favorites.
And....please send me some serious positive vibes to be more of the "glass if half full" kind of gal!
4 comments:
Okay...I'm on pins and needles. Sending TONS of positivity your way. Call me when you get a chance, girlie! {mwah!}
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Okay...I'm on pins and needles. Sending TONS of positivity your way. Call me when you get a chance, girlie! {mwah!}
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Ok...that was such a tease!! :) Now I'm dying to know what is going on! In the meantime I am sending you LOTS of positive energy!!
Hey girl....you know I love you...and I am sending you positive vibes...I am sorry your baby is not feeling well...and what sweet bday girls you have!! Love the carousel pics! And our weekend getaway is coming...whoo hoo!
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